Just...life

Ugh I feel so fucking STUPID! God I can't believe that I thought differently about him...I thought he wouldn't make the same stupid mistake again but you know what they say...Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me. FUCK! You know what? Melissa and Steph and Janaye were right...he's a genuine asshole and he was bound to cheat on me...again. He never deserved me and I can't believe I put up with him for a whole fucking year. Wow am I retarded or what? I am glad though cuz I told the girl that he was with, and her and I came up with a plan to sabotage the fuck out of him. We're gunna meet up with him together...hahaha he doesnt even suspect that her and I talk. Motherfucker. *Sigh*. But you know what? Two good things came out of this...

1. I made a new friend through this terrible experience, and she's actually pretty cool...ironic how I'm friends with the girl my ex cheated on me with o.O

2. I got away from him. I actually think this happened for a reason...like to show me what a piece of shit loser he is and that I don't need him. Thank you God for this sign.

But yeah this blows. I guess it's a good thing...w/e idk.

My next mission: stop crying at night.

kk im out.

Ok...WOW what should I start with...this weekend was so fucked up and retarded...but even with all that I didnt let everything get to me and I had fun.
So starting with Friday: Oh God. Friday was a fucking nightmare. However Stephy, Tati, and Jessare came over that night and we played pool and just ate shit. They brought me chocolate nachos fromm cheeseburger in paradise in sunset cuz they knew what happened that day and they wanted to make me feel better lmao. Then Stephy stayed to sleep over and we played monopoly until 1 something in the morning lol I beat her by like a thousand dollars rofl.

Kk moving on to Saturday: So Saturday was much better. Me, Stephy, my mom, and my sister went to Dadeland and shopped ALL day and then we ate at cheesecake factory...OMG! I went to FYE and I bought the Mayday Parade CD!!! WOO! Lol. So then we went to Soccer Locker to pay for my t-shirts and then went home. So me and Stephy listened to Mayday Parade while we played pool and then we made tornados with nail polish >.< rofl Stephy. Then we went to Target to get some stuff and we saved a life! Some lady collapsed and she was all alone so we called 911 and we helped her. Me and Stephy were so proud of ourselves. Then we went on the treck to find knee high socks -_-

And finally today, Sunday: Nothing really. Today was really chill. I just stayed and spent time with my family. However I found out a lot of things about the person who caused all of this drama and its actually very pitiful. IDC anymore. If this person is mad at me then so be it. I did nothing wrong and this person is just immature to accept that she's the cause and to take responsibility for her actions. W.e. I'll be here as a friend with open arms if she wants to come and talk but I will not go to her. She's in a fight with me cuz she wants to be.

kk I'm done for this weekend...dude I swaer me and Stephy are gunna be the producers for a new soap opera cuz dude all of this drama bullshit is killing us >.

OMFG today was so fucking annoying. GRRRRRR. I'm so mad but you know what? He got what he deserved. Ha. The cops searched him. It was kinda fucked up but w.e. idc he deserves every single bit of humiliation. Wooh. First, I feared for my life but then everything turned out just great. I have to thank a few of people for being there for me. You know who you are. Thank you, idk what I would do without you (: Now I have to try and salvage a friendship but if this person is really my friend, they would understand. w.e. It's all the stupid psychopath motherfuckers fault. rawr >.< you need help. Anyways...stephy decided she wanted to take my mind off of everything so her and a couple of other peeps are coming and we're gunna watch saw 4!! woo! lol kk...im done for today.

omg!
he texted me and then called
and we r speaking italian...?
dont ask why
hes italian, so he started speaking it to me
and he wants to see me today
even though im already going to see him
yay!
life is wonderful!
idk if anyone understands, but yeah
!

is going to rock
i want it to come already

teehee...im gunna go see danny...! lol
mmhmm

CHONGALICIOUS by natalie and mitzell
these lyrics are just stupid...lol...i thought i would write them...!

chongalicious definition make them boys go [[barf]]
that want my treasure so they get my earrings from my closet
u can see me
u can squeeze me
i am easy
i am sleezy
i got reasons why i tease them
boys just cross over my border CHONGALICIOUS
and im so promiscuous
and if u were suspicious yes i am CHONGALICIOUS
i blow kisses

[[fergalicious chorus]]

CHONGALICIOUS def...
CHONGALICIOUS def...
CHONGALICIOUS def def def def...
CHONGALICIOUS definition make them boys go [[barf]]
they always claim they know me coming to me call me chuchi [[hey chuchi]]
im the C to the H - O - N - G to the A
and cant no other chonga strut her stuff like me
im CHONGALICIOUS
my body stays vicious
i be up on 8th street just working on my hoe-ness
hes my witness

[[fergalicious chorus]]

yup...mitzell and i were bored...

yupyup...! My weekend was a lot of fun.

On friday i went out to eat w/ my sister and my brother in law and then we went to go watch the holiday [[kinda old, but w/e, it was good]]
Saturday was my best day. I went ice skating w/ iva, pedro, andrea, carlos [rodriguez], and kevin. I met a hot [[and very nice]] guy while i was there. he got my number, i got his. 18. college boy. goes to miami-dade. works at the ice arena. yupyup.
On sunday i stayed home fixing my room cuz i completely changed it, and now it looks sexy lol...it was kinda gay b4 [[i thought anyways]]
On Monday [[yesterday]] i finally changed my hpone, and i exchanged it for a kick ass phone...the env by verizon...omg...that phone is fucking awesome...!

yupyup...that was my weekend...and now im just happy ^_^

yes...TGIF...long weekend here i come...mhmm...just wates to share my joy with the world...tee hee! yup...happy friday everyone! have a kick ass long weekend!!

I am dead tired...its not fun going to bad late [[i can never get up the next morning]]...ugh! god, during break i was so happy cuz there was no flipping drama in my life, and now that school started this week, its like pandora opened her "curiosity" box...but instead its drama. everywhere i turn theres drama and it pisses me off...>:[ whatever...this is the first time i write in this after like a milion years but whatever. Thank god that tomorrow's friday, the weekend does good for me. Im going out ice skating and to the circus saturday but hopefully on sunday i can just stay home and sleep all day...turn my phone off...turn my computer off...and sleep. i just want to chillax and get away from the world...dont get me wrong, im not like going emo, and i dont hate my life, its just that theres way too much drama, and i despise it, so i just wanna get away a little while. maybe ill convince my brother to take me to a spa or something...lol jkjk

mmhmm...thats all for now
<3

hi! lol, well...i finally got a livejournal, i had one, but like a million years ago and i never went on it and I forgot my password...shame on me...oh well, so yea, theres nothing much to say today except for my love was sick...that sux. So yea, its a rlly shitty day today cuz ten years ago my grandmother passed awa, and ive been rlly sad today...im going to church later to go and pray to her =]]] she was the best! ::tear:: well anyways umm, yea...life sux and then u die...jk lol